I'm wandering around a little lost at the moment. I don't like it. I like to have purpose and direction.
I guess I haven't had direction for a while, but other things have been distracting me from that fact. I also seem to have an almost crippling fear of decision making at the moment. Always fearing I will make the wrong one.
Have I always been like this? I don't think so. Or maybe I was just content to be me all those years and now I feel like I should be MORE.
Too many options, too many paths...
I decided last week to go down one path (study wise) and decided this week to go down another study path. My mind is always racing, my head is always spinning.
End result - NIL.
Fuck this for a joke, I need a Personal Thinking Assistant...