Well firstly I would like to say that I only just noticed that I have NO BLOODY CHIN in the photo below. What happened?? Gawd...I've got a friggin' chicken neck. I tried to look in the mirror and it didn't look as bad as that. I'm seriously freaked out by it. Hopefully another 15kg and it will be gone but in the meantime I'm making sure I only look at BB Guy front on! If it doesn't go I'm off to a surgeon (with my imaginery Lotto winnings...)
You may recall that yesterday I said "the thought of seeing him again and having him sit on my sofa and ...talk or something, just makes me start to hyperventilate". Well, last night he came over on the way home from work, after the kids were in bed, and sat on my sofa talking. Yes...I'm kinda freaked out by this too.. I also think he may have a drinking problem but might just put that down to nerves and thinking he needs a drink or two for courage around..well...ME.
No, I didn't jump him. We were very civilised and he finally recalled seeing me over the last 7 years at Blockbuster. Apparently I am "that scruffy chick who doesn't wear shoes". Umm...yes, that would be me.
We couldn't be more opposite. He never has bare feet, I avoid shoes like the plague. He doesn't like cats, I love cats. He smokes, I don't. He may drink too much, I rarely drink. He refuses to watch Sci Fi movies..I'm a total sci fi geeky nerd. He used to play footy for East Fremantle (WAFL)..I....oh that's right..I like that bit. Only thing we really have in common is that we both love to train with weights. I might have a spotter at last!
Ok...not going to go on about him anymore. Need to sus the situation out and have a think about it. Oh....AND he refuses to call me "Frankie". My family has called me Frankie since I was born. No, he insists on calling me "Frances". ________________________________________________
I'm loving the keto diet. My body must be burning SO much fat as I'm rarely hungry. In fact eating has become just something I have to remember to do 3 times a day, even if I don't feel like it. If I don't make my first goal, at least I should get very near it. Just need to work out a little more. Man distractions do NOT help ;o)